not diggin' it....

I'm not new to blogging...even on blogspot. I've had several blogs here and deleted several blogs. but never have i used my own name or had a blog name removed for some imagined TOS violation. wtf? my name is MY name. it was used on an old blog and it's been deleted ions ago and it wasn't even here on blogspot...so why can't i use my own name? and there is nothing terms of servicey about "orphaned blogger" for christmas sake. gah!! so needless to say my name and the other blog name i made up are floating around in space and i can't access them. and i don't like feeling orphaned...even if it is only for bloggings sake. (wow, that should be another blog, huh?)